All broken Up!!!!

Yesterday i just got the worst news ..i mean tha WORST news any dude could ever receive from a girl,yep ..how it ll happened i'll share...i've been going out with Ashley for a year now and we got into a fight some months ago and we stopped talking..well after awhile i started missing her and i went to aplogize and stuff though i wasnt wrong in the argument..she accepted the apology but not me holmes.....WHY? she said she was engaged all this while to another guy and we was just having fun...she said in her words"Konrad i dont think we can work out..your lifestyle and mine are rather different and besides im engaged to a guy in ABU Zaria his name is Kemp"
well i was blasted shit i thought she was joking until she told me that she would be grateful if i understood not to come to her house anymore because her fiance might find out and stuff like that.............you know what hurts me te most people is that i virtually gave up my identity trying to please her be there for her and all ...and all she could say was that she was engaged?...dat aint fair
i guess tha world aint but HABA!!!! im all broken up i swore a girl could never make this dude cry but last night they fell freely .i called her phone and there was no response and shit...she even wants to introduce me to this dude..i dont think i wanna meet him i'll get wild if i seee him...but nothing sha! life goes on i wouldnt die....but fo reeely though she opened up a hole in my soul...........